This will be brief as our internet is slow and our computer is ancient. summer has started, but not like most summer breaks. Far more stress is accompanying (is that a word?) it than should be allowed. i didn't think this last weekend would be so emotionally draining, but it was. i forgot both my brothers graduated, one from highschool, and one with an A.A. so we had receptions, as well as tabor graduation. also i was not able to get into my room until yesterday because of visiting family. if anyone even reads this, pray for my family. we have people staying with us all week. it is rather difficult dealing with a wedding and someone with a progressive disease.
Well, i rambled more than i planned, and maybe i'll actually tell some people about this site so it actually gets read, even if it is boring.

Summer *Grumble*

Hmm, I almost started this post with So, as well. apparently i haven't anything better to say. i'm really only posting so i don't completely abandon the site. This summer i will probably post more so i can feel connected. not like i'm going to do anything interesting. back to the good old refinery with foul-mouthed, crass, alcoholic college girls. exciting. i really need to work on my attitude. it will be a decent summer. i might even work on having a social life...that'll be fun. but first i need to finish this year. which i really do not want to do. i really am enjoying my friends, though not so much the homework. which i should be doing right now. and i have to go to work, so, so long.

So.

So. it's after lent. so i am free to roam the internet. my mother applauded me for keeping my lenten fast, but i wondered if it was too easy. but i did struggle with it, mostly at work, or when i wanted to procrastinate, or had already had my nap for the day. but i did it.
so now i have to figure out what i'm gonna do with this page. i still want to tweak it and get it just right but that probably won't happen for at least a week. see, i'm on spring break, which rocks, but i'm at home where the internet is slower than molasses. so i might post occasionally, but the tweaking will have to wait.
i hope that i can survive spring break. it's great being away from school and the constancy of homework. but i might go insane, seeing the same five people in the same house day after day, several of them also on spring break. but i will survive and enjoy it, and not let this become a vent/ramble that is completely pointless and i would regret in the morning or when i'm not bored out of my mind. so maybe i'll just go to bed, and try to not start all of my sentences with so.

Taking a Break

Ok, so i know this is brand new, and i'm still messing with stuff, but i'm seriously considering a break. not that anyone really knows its here, but just in case someone stumbles across it in the next forty days, there is a reason:
i think i'll give up "extracurricular internet" for lent. i've never given anything up before, but i really think i will this year. so that means no posting, no obsessively reading other people's stuff, and no checking strong bad. the internet is solely for educational purposes. so anyone stopping by, enjoy the next month, smile, hug a llama, and have be encouraged.

Beginnings

Ok, for anyone who happens to stumble onto this before i have it ready, i'm working on it. just be patient. i still have no idea what i want to do with my blog, and i'm just trying to figure it out, so relax and check back later.