I'm tired. Of what, i don't know.
oh, i know some things that i'm tired of: i'm tired of waiting. of wondering. of being in charge. of not being in charge. of feeling lost. of people asking questions i don't know the answers to. of stress that makes me sleepy. of not having anything to say. of being expected to know what to say. of not knowing what to write on here. of rambling and not making any sense on here.
(is all that really what i'm tired of, or is that just a symptom?)
Something i do know enough about to actually write about: My New Year's Resolutions
1) i will be working on my posture. Nothing like talking to a relative i haven't seen in years to tell me i have bad posture (two years ago). Then of course there's seeing myself in pictures and being reminded of that conversation. oy vey. hence the resolve.
2) I'm going to read one non-fiction book a month. it's so much easier and faster to read fiction. although if i actually get to some of the classics on my list they might count. i also want to read something that challenges me.
3) later, sometime (not a solid resolution, obviously) i'm going to reassess the homeless shelter thing and probably start volunteering again. i think it would be easier if i had someone to go with me though.
well, those are my current ambitions for this year. i think i like the idea of having them on here so that i can come back and be reminded. and maybe help me be more disciplined. maybe.
Random Thought #17:
i really love live music, especially if it's in my living room. ...i miss that...
